O … K !
O … K !
D-Don’t look at me !
WHAT HAVE I DONE !!
I knew it wasn’t my fault.
Well, I knew today that my ex-fiancee got engaged and although we both decided a year ago that our lives will never meet, I still held my love for her. During the last year I had regular weekly dreams of her but my mind just refused to give in to emotion and now that the opportunity is quite blocked I can feel my love fading away.
Just wanted to commemorate the date so I get to see it later on in my life when all this seems like a joke because [this is for you future me] it hurts like hell to let go of your love - Logical or not.
Certainly that concerns neither my followers nor the people who will see this on my public page but I wanted it out before my dark thoughts take over and rule my world as usual.
Back to usual tumbling then.
We just did.
Men - Can’t live without them, can’t live without them.
Huh, another used spot? I should empty my backyard more often.
And some of us are Still there.